The last meeting went well, more people attended, as the weather had improved. It was a member's 60th birthday so we brought a cake, and had a nice meeting.

I have been struggling brainwise for the past week. My brain feels painful and slow, and it is a bit like thinking through fog. I find this very depressing and frustrating as I keep trying to pretend I am 'normal' but keep making mistakes!

Roll on the summer when my illness seems better.

I wonder sometimes if anyone else is like me and worries about the activities I need to get through on the following day. I lie awake in bed worrying if I need to be somewhere or do something' and sometimes I am not sure if I make things worse for myself, I never used to do this prior to my illness.

I also try and remember sometimes what it feels like not to be exhausted. I cannot remember!